So I am finding this whole living stealth thing hard. I am use to being out and open about who I am and what I have been through to get where I am, but now that I am living in Southern Alberta I'm not fully out. There are a few people that know but not many. I am not out at all to work, well the only person that knows is the GM because I have not had the F legally changed to M. I sometimes feel like I am not being fully myself by hiding this huge part of my life from people I am becoming friends with. Its nice that they think I am just like any other guy, but I'm not. I think they all think I am just a regular straight guy, but little do they know I am a pansexual transguy. I think one of the main reasons I am having a hard time being stealth is because I am use to educating people on transgender issues. I like helping people to see that we are just normal people that just want to be happy. The more people are educated then maybe it will be easier for others to come out in the future.
